6dp5dt: Is this real life?

I'm sort of at a loss for words right now but I know I have to write something to document this moment.

The lines are still there, potentially getting darker and definitely not squinters.  I even tried to go and buy a digital just to see the magical word "pregnant" but I accidentally bought a regular Clearblue easy instead.  Still, it was nice to see the "plus" sign.

This may, in fact, be really happening to me.  My brand new therapist was the second person to know.  I'm at such a great place with my mental health lately but I'm glad I have started therapy again to keep me anchored as I begin what will hopefully be a new chapter in my life.

No one else knows, except for Internet friends.  I plan to tell my little sister in person tomorrow and I'm SO excited about that.  Part of me is still waiting for the other shoe to drop because it's only 11DPO, I haven't even missed my period and beta is not for four more agonizing days but I'm just choosing to let the universe be my guide for now.

Thanks to all my readers for their support.  I hope to have a great beta number to share on Tuesday but I know you all will be here no matter what happens and for that, I am truly grateful.