Thursday, April 26, 2012
I Need SOMETHING To Go Right This Week
Then I ended up vomiting up the entire contents of my stomach.
What the hell is going on? I race to the Dr. Google and see if anyone has ever vomited 21 days after their last Clomid pill. That doesn't make any sense, right? I'm definitely not pregnant.
There are two guesses for what's going on:
1. Straight up food poisoning which led to a panic attack. I did eat some questionable fried chicken earlier - and I never eat fried chicken (that's a WHOLE other story of how that became my dinner).
2. Change in hormones because I'm getting my period any minute now. Or because I stopped the progesterone suppositories.
Who the heck knows. And no, I didn't call my doctor today. I thought about it but "zomg I threw up and am anxious because of a preexisting anxiety condition, what should I do?" was not really a conversation I wanted to have. I do feel mostly better today.
I did call up my old therapist though. She and I go way back and she really got me through some tough times. I thought it was probably time I talked to a professional about how I'm handling the fertility treatment process. She called me back and was excited to catch up. But, she tells me, she moved her office to her home and now it's about eight miles away. It used to be around the corner from my apartment.
Did I mention one of the things that gives me the most anxiety is driving? FML
To be continued....