I'm actually not that upset. I figured there was no way five home pregnancy tests taken 13 and 14 days past the IUI could have been wrong. It took an agonizing six hours from the time of my blood draw to the time the phone rang with the news I already knew. But at least I'm done with the uncertainty for a while. I can go to the bathroom and not have to inspect. I can relax about drinking wine or eating sushi. I can stop peeing in cups. I can stop inserting applicators full of goo into my lady parts every morning!I have a lot more information than I did a month ago and I am still confident that we will find success in the future. I have a lot of thoughts about what to do differently next time and just an overall feeling about this cycle but I'm still kinda processing them. I hope to share more soon.
And I apologize again for being only a sporadic ICLW participant but I will catch up tomorrow as soon as I catch up on the two projects I neglected while I was distracted by the two week window. Not work projects, I promise! No one call my boss or anything.
The next question is how long will it take for AF to come? My progesterone is 7 something. Fingers crossed for it showing up by this weekend. I haven't seen the witch since January!
So sorry! :(
ReplyDeleteBoooo to that :| At least you are supplied with more info going into the next time around, I hope AF shows quickly so you can get started again soon!!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear about your BFN. Hopefully #2 is a success for both of us!
ReplyDeleteSorry about your BFN but you are right you are so much more educated and that your time will come.
ReplyDeleteSorry about the BFN. Hopefully AF shows up soon and you can get started on IUI #2.
ReplyDeleteHere from ICLW. Sorry to hear about your BFN. That's never fun. You sound hopeful though - maybe this wasn't your month but the next one is?
ReplyDeleteHello from ICLW! Hoping AF comes soon so you can move right on! Lots of good thoughts coming your way.
ReplyDelete-Emily
I am so very sorry :(
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